Doubt?

It's kind if intimidating when you decided to step out.
If I were to lose sight of what God has for me, I honestly would have stress hives all over my body.

This whole move to NYC.

Every once in a while I find myself worrying about it. I start to wonder how everything is going to pan out.

Where am I going to live?
How am I going to get a job?
How will I afford food?
How will I afford public transportation?

The questions come at me fast and they come at me hard. Before I know it, my mind is engulfed in this war.

Take today.
I have made the decision not to do the Netflix job. As much as I WANT to do the job, I know it would be wrong to take it. It would be wrong for me to go into this job knowing that two weeks after they are done training me, I will be getting on a plane to move to NYC.
Yet, I don't know where I am going to be working for the next month now! I can talk to the temp place I was working at and see if they will let me work for the next month.
But nothing is guaranteed.

Do you see how easily I could stress about this?

But I cannot let this stress me out. I know that everything is going to work out. I know that I will have a place to work and live and that my food and transportation and laundry and basic needs will be taken care of.

I also know that I have NO idea HOW it will come to be. But, it will. I know that the decisions I have made have been through faith and that is, literally, all I can believe in at this point.

Faith.